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We sat among the stalls at Bethlehem.

The dumb kine, from their fodder turning them,
Softened their horned faces

To almost human gazes

Toward the newly born.

The simple shepherds from the star-lit brooks

Brought visionary looks,

As yet in their astonied hearing rung

The strange, sweet angel-tongue.

The magi of the East, in sandals worn,

Knelt reverent, sweeping round,

With long pale beards, their gifts upon the ground,
The incense, myrrh, and gold,

These baby-hands were impotent to hold.
So, let all earthlies and celestials wait
Upon Thy royal state!

Sleep, sleep, my kingly One!

I am not proud,

VI.

meek angels, ye invest

New meeknesses to hear such utterance rest

On mortal lips, "I am not proud," -not proud!

Albeit in my flesh God sent his Son,

Albeit over Him my head is bowed,

As others bow before Him, still mine heart

Bows lower than their knees. O centuries,

That roll, in vision, your futurities

My future grave athwart,

Whose murmurs seem to reach me while I keep
Watch o'er this sleep,-

Say of me as the Heavenly said: "Thou art

The blessedest of women!"-blessedest,

Not holiest, not noblest, no high name,

Whose height misplaced may pierce me like a shame, When I sit meek in heaven !

VII.

For me,

God knows that I am feeble like the rest!

for me,

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I often wandered forth, more child than maiden,
Among the midnight hills of Galilee,

Whose summits looked heaven-laden;
Listening to silence, as it seemed to be

God's voice, so soft yet strong, so fain to press
Upon my heart, as heaven did on the height,
And waken up its shadows by a light,

And show its vileness by a holiness.
Then I knelt down, as silent as the night,
Too self-renounced for fears,

Raising my small face to the boundless blue
Whose stars did. mix and tremble in my tears.
God heard them falling after with his dew.

VIII.

So, seeing my corruption, can I see
This Incorruptible now born of me,-
This fair new Innocence, no sun did chance

To shine on (for even Adam was no child),
Created from my nature all defiled, -
This mystery, from out mine ignorance,
Nor feel the blindness, stain, corruption, more
Than others do, or I did heretofore?

Can hands wherein such burden pure has been,
Not open with the cry, "Unclean, unclean!"
More oft than any else beneath the skies?
Ah King! ah Christ! ah Son!

The kine, the shepherds, the abaséd wise,
Did all less lowly wait

Than I, upon Thy state!

Sleep, sleep, my kingly One!

IX.

Art Thou a king, then? Come, his universe,
Come, crown me Him a king!

Pluck rays from all such stars as never fling

Their light where fell a curse,

And make a crowning for this kingly brow!-
What is my word?-Each empyreal star

Sits in a sphere afar

In shining ambuscade :

The child-brow, crowned by none,

Keeps its unchildlike shade.

Sleep, sleep, my crownless One!

X.

Unchildlike shade! - no other babe doth wear

An aspect very sorrowful, as Thou.

No small babe-smiles my watching heart has seen,
To float like speech the speechless lips between ;
No dove-like cooing in the golden air,

No quick, short joys of leaping babyhood.

Alas! our earthly good,

In heaven thought evil, seems too good for Thee :
Yet sleep, my weary One!

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XI.

And then the drear, sharp tongue of prophecy,
With the dread sense of things which shall be done,
Doth smite me inly, like a sword, a sword? —
(That "smites the shepherd!") then, I think aloud
The words "despised,"

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rejected," every word Recoiling into darkness as I view

The DARLING on my knee.

Bright angels, move not! lest ye stir the cloud
Betwixt my soul and His futurity!

I must not die, with mother's work to do,

And could not live and see.

XII.

It is enough to bear

This image still and fair,—

This holier in sleep

Than a saint at prayer:

This aspect of a child

Who never sinned or smiled,

This presence in an infant's face :

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That tear fell not on THEE,

Beloved, yet Thou stirrest in Thy slumber!

THOU, stirring not for glad sounds out of number
Which through the vibratory palm-trees run

From summer wind and bird,

So quickly hast Thou heard

A tear fall silently?

Wak'st Thou, O loving One?

Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

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